i'm alright.
i feel fucking weird.
like.. i feel metaphysical...
as in.. my fingers aren't mine,
that i'm somewhere else
- my mind is here -
but whatever is my body isnt me.
its something else.
my movements and everything,
i dont know.
its intense.
having something else control
me while the only thing i feel
i control is my mind.
i blink, as it's instinctual.
or is that my mind telling
whatever controls my body
to blink for me?
i can't explain it.
feeling as if my
occipital bone
has been ruptured,
implanted, inhabited.